THEY WANT YOU DEAD!

They want you dead
In their shitty world
Where it only matters to produce and consume
Where your emotions and illusions they have no space for
They want you dead

They want you dead
Because you don't produce, because you don't consume
Because you do care about your emotions
Because you want to tend to your trauma, to the wounds you carry from their shit
They want you dead

They want you dead
Because your wounds are deep
Because your wounds are multiple, caused by parents emotionally deadened by their shit.
Emotional neglect, sexual abuse, emotional abuse
They want you dead

They want you dead
Like your parents, who told you they love you
But who had no space for your emotions
Who threatened you with absolute abandonment, to send you to an orphanage
Because they wanted you only emotionally dead

They want you dead
Because you always tried to survive, though dissociating yourself
Their dictatorship of the normal, their dictatorship of gender binarism
Their imperative to produce, to consume, to procreate.
They want you dead

They want you dead
Because you try to live in consonance with your ethics
Because you resist, because you dream of revolution, of another system
Because you build other relations, because theirs of domination and money you have no space for.
They want you dead

They want you dead
Because you are paying a heavy price for your dissidence.
Because the moment has come when your trauma overcomes you.
Because the time has come when you can't keep going
They want you dead

They want you dead
Because their computer gives you 30 days to deal with your post-traumatic stress disorder
Because when their time is up you have to again function
Because that you want to take care of yourself does not matter to them
They want you dead

They want you dead
And you can't take it anymore, your strength to fight is gone
Because their institutional abandonment brings you back to the emotional abandonment of your past
Because all this has robbed you of the strength you had to keep on fighting
And you want yourself dead

You want yourself dead?
But why? They want you dead, but we need us alive
For the revolution, to destroy their world of shit
And build another world, where their money we do not have space for and our emotions matter to us
We want us alive!